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I went on to gain about 30 pounds in the months following my surgery and that hasn't slowed. I'm the fat, funny girl who is often hailed for my confidence and self-esteem. Why should I have to live in a constant state of denying myself when others can eat what they want and be slim? Only by peeling back the layers of pain, she said, could I get to the real emptiness that I needed to feed -- that part of me that doesn't believe I deserve the blessed life I have with a career, family and friends that I adore. But pinpointing the pain means going places I fear.